R.E.L.A.X.

I sit back and begin my day to rest. A couple of small errands but mostly things I enjoy. The worries of day to day life escape me even for such a short time is a great relief. Today I forget my job and bills. I think about whats for dinner as I love to … Continue reading R.E.L.A.X. →

I am rubber you are glue

School yard insult deflection could just be some of the best advice. I never realized how much of my world was being poisoned by my own toxicity. The negativity of my own mind is reflected back at me in any situation. I gave myself a challenge. No matter how bad I wanted yell, cus, or … Continue reading I am rubber you are glue →

Make Waves!

I look to my left. Empty space once occupied by a dream. The ghost of a small fraction of my time is haunting me. I'd rather look for comfort in that spirit than exercise the memory completely. Why would you wash away a light the shines so bright even if it only last for a … Continue reading Make Waves! →

Abstract thoughts

Don't read into this. I don't want you to think to much take it for random words from a stranger. I'm caught inside my head the thoughts that bring me happiness are the very same that torment me. I've built this expectation of what life could be and I sometimes forget that it's all internal. … Continue reading Abstract thoughts →

Its official

So tomorrow is Memorial day and what many consider to be the official start of Summer. Unfortunately for myself and many others that just means its going to be hotter on the way to work and the electric bill is about to skyrocket from the extra A/C. This year is going to be different. Already … Continue reading Its official →

Bedtime Stories.

I lay here in the dead of the night with my eyes wide open. The dark of night allows my body to rest and half-ass recuperate from the stress of the day. My mind however is a whole different story. I remember when i was a kid every night I would ask god to forgive … Continue reading Bedtime Stories. →

A new day.

It's almost the end of the week and I lay here in bed thinking of one simple fact. Tomorrow is a new day. I've issued myself a challenge to get the most out of each new day. It might not be easy but im looking forward to it. First part is to figure out a … Continue reading A new day. →

Let’s Get Real

There's a few things I want to share with you that I've never had the courage to say. Hell let's be honest I never wanted to acknowledge it in my own head so how could I share it with another person. The first time I felt depression I was around 13. I had a home … Continue reading Let’s Get Real →