R.E.L.A.X.

I sit back and begin my day to rest. A couple of small errands but mostly things I enjoy. The worries of day to day life escape me even for such a short time is a great relief. Today I forget my job and bills. I think about whats for dinner as I love to … Continue reading R.E.L.A.X. →

I am rubber you are glue

School yard insult deflection could just be some of the best advice. I never realized how much of my world was being poisoned by my own toxicity. The negativity of my own mind is reflected back at me in any situation. I gave myself a challenge. No matter how bad I wanted yell, cus, or … Continue reading I am rubber you are glue →

Make Waves!

I look to my left. Empty space once occupied by a dream. The ghost of a small fraction of my time is haunting me. I'd rather look for comfort in that spirit than exercise the memory completely. Why would you wash away a light the shines so bright even if it only last for a … Continue reading Make Waves! →

Abstract thoughts

Don't read into this. I don't want you to think to much take it for random words from a stranger. I'm caught inside my head the thoughts that bring me happiness are the very same that torment me. I've built this expectation of what life could be and I sometimes forget that it's all internal. … Continue reading Abstract thoughts →

Its official

So tomorrow is Memorial day and what many consider to be the official start of Summer. Unfortunately for myself and many others that just means its going to be hotter on the way to work and the electric bill is about to skyrocket from the extra A/C. This year is going to be different. Already … Continue reading Its official →