R.E.L.A.X.

I sit back and begin my day to rest. A couple of small errands but mostly things I enjoy. The worries of day to day life escape me even for such a short time is a great relief. Today I forget my job and bills. I think about whats for dinner as I love to … Continue reading R.E.L.A.X. →

I am rubber you are glue

School yard insult deflection could just be some of the best advice. I never realized how much of my world was being poisoned by my own toxicity. The negativity of my own mind is reflected back at me in any situation. I gave myself a challenge. No matter how bad I wanted yell, cus, or … Continue reading I am rubber you are glue →

Abstract thoughts

Don't read into this. I don't want you to think to much take it for random words from a stranger. I'm caught inside my head the thoughts that bring me happiness are the very same that torment me. I've built this expectation of what life could be and I sometimes forget that it's all internal. … Continue reading Abstract thoughts →

Bedtime Stories.

I lay here in the dead of the night with my eyes wide open. The dark of night allows my body to rest and half-ass recuperate from the stress of the day. My mind however is a whole different story. I remember when i was a kid every night I would ask god to forgive … Continue reading Bedtime Stories. →

Let’s Get Real

There's a few things I want to share with you that I've never had the courage to say. Hell let's be honest I never wanted to acknowledge it in my own head so how could I share it with another person. The first time I felt depression I was around 13. I had a home … Continue reading Let’s Get Real →